When In Rome..eh Sabah :)

I keep on reminding myself that i haven't even reach 1 month stying here and Do Not conclude anything yet! ha ha..but yea, i love describing everything around me..what i think and what i see..




What i really hate it here is the pedestrian ! okay, not ALL of them, but those who always give me heart attack! i don't get it, that MOST of the pedestrian will just crossing the road without any warning, and well out of nowhere...i will have to do my emergency break every time! I don’t understand why, they just don't want to be careful, i mean just please do not do that! Don't just suddenly crossing the road, like as if, you’re not there-driving through! urgh!



Where i stay, is a brand new apartment with a very urban style design. With those fantastic mirror wall for the units and so on..But guess what, my neighbor downstairs, put all his family's shoes, slipper and so on, on the stairs, which we have to use everyday to go to our unit! They should think of other people safely, what is someone is carrying things to go up, and suddenly stepped on those shoes? hissss...i am so very marah! They should just buy camping equipment and put a camping zone outside the unit!



Oh i do not mean i hate Sabah ah..no no no....i love Sabah.. I was just mentioning on some situation that i hate it here..well it can be happen to anyone anywhere also bah.. :)

But when you are in your land, you will feel welcome everywhere you go. Understand each other jokes and stories. i heart Sabah!

Anger management?

Today is my apartment cleaning day..! horray! finally ey..hehe...There is still some plumbing need to be completed but, we'll just clean it first and wait until they fix the plumbing ..ha ha luckly all will complete and i don't have to buy my camping gear ! :D..

Oh i had read something interesting today on how to manage your emotion in most difficult time..Hmm well i have to read it as it is compulsory in my proffession. To handle a team is not an easy task.  No one will like you, when you have to give instruction. Most will talk behind you when you plan something which will involve them, and yea...they will hate you..

I came accross a chapter when it tells that when you about to burst in anger, avoid conversation. Ya, AVOID CONVERSATION. because you will be tend to say something so terrible, that makes you regret afterwards.

And i agree with it! For me when i am in anger, i will just ignore, and choose to be silent. because i don't trust my own mouth..ha ha..Well, its better to hold my tounge rather than it will hurt other people (which sometimes i really wish i could hurt them! ha ha) .

Brought up in a familily who will directly say something when something is not wrong, and discuss about it, sometimes its hard to keep all the things i need to say when with other people. with my family we could just say anything, and noone will hurt. i mean it could be hurting, but...we all use to take it as an advice..

But, well, sometimes i have to keep things in me. For the sake of other people and for the sake of..umm i don't know..ignorance? So that's when the anger management skill will come in..ha ha. And i think i did a good one before.. :)
Ah! sometimes new environment is good..Changing my entire life back to Sabah really a good change..Yup, being someone with my own rules in life,sometimes i tend to expect other people to play by my rule..blame it to my zodiac..ha ha..

So much things to be done here..and with my beloved families, something good had been planned! well, who know rite..Where there is a will..there is a way . I am a great believer on that!

Morning post

Day started early here..as early as 5.30 and goes on until 12midnight..It's been my second week, and seems like i had accepted that i am really in Sabah now..ha ha..Life started to be busy again, and  i will move to my new apartment this weekend, yayy...

Its a small but cute place. The design is really urban style and they have the smart home system as well. Well, mean that i can leave my video message while i am not at home. Cute ey? He he...

Now i realize that when I wake up early, there's so many thing I can do..I can even go to gym, reading, watching TV in a same day! I love it! :)

...Okays time to start my day...:P

Gym lover...to be.. :D

Ever since i move to Sabah, the new lifestlye applied..ha ha...one of it is to get myself healthy, get rid of all my unwanted exceeded fats, and keep fit! Well, pulling myself to the gym, doing stepbox, aerobic and i-don't-know what else they called it, and yea, start working..

This is my first week, and ouch...my body really aching..the first seassion, i didn't even finish it, but yayyy, the second session (which was yesterday), i manage to finish it all! **clap**clap**

But, my body aching now...yep, because of my lack of stamina i guess...my back, my knee, my stomac and even my fingers..hahah...But NO PAIN NO GAIN ain't they?

very lucky of me, my bunch of friends here loves excercise and adore healthy food..so its easy for me to slowly achieve my target weight and healthy lifestyle..Ah, at least when i feel so malas for excercise, they will still drag me..ha ha...aww..i love my friends..

So ..hmm next will be my every evening jogging routine...but after i get myself fit sikit la...if not..nanti pengsan how? :D

...gtg...work...@_@

Sabah is a blessed place

It had been a while since i really browse my facebook. Just update anything via twitter (which is linked to my facebook account). Hmm yea, i am not a fan of facebook, haven't even play any of the games inside, and, yea, i spend like 5 min browsing my facebook everytime i think of it..Ha ha..

Life had changed slowly now, and i am full with determination! Its a big thing that i pack my stuffs, and move to sabah, and i am not going to waste any of it. I know the reason i go back, and i should achieve it slowly, slow and steady :D..

Lots of oppurturnities here...A LOT..Maybe people just take it for granted on everything, and they did not see lots of big things is actually going on at Sabah. Not going to elaborate more here  but, yes, .I come back for good, and for the good..ha ha..

It always hard to make the first move, but noone will gain anything if you always cling to someone to live. And you know you can't make any change if you keep on doing it, not going to go out from the comfort zone, stay where you are and hope miracle can happen...ah..hahaha...i am just trying to motivate myself..

gotta go...

The first few days here...

yea...im back to my land...the land below the wind :)

Leaving the big city, with all the excitment all the friends and love one..well...it never feel good..trus me ..never..but, some change must be done..or else, i will stuck with that life forever...and i am not really proud of it..I will be lying if i say, everything is good and exciting here...hmm...well, i am still stying to adjust myself here, and it's kinda hard...But well, it's just not even a week, so ha ha...chayokk!

Haven't got my car, and it's hard for me to just go anywhere. Luckly i have my good friend with me, encourage me all the way, giving me space on her own house and yea...blessed her...he he..Not so busy week for me , but the adjustment makes me dizzy all the time :D

There's a lot to catch up, and a lot to learn..but i know, sooner or later i'll be good...\Well, this is the challenge i am waiting for, isn't it? he he..

PEOPLE most beautiful woman

Those curls! The push-up bra! Can you believe it's been 20 years since Pretty Woman?

Julia Roberts, who began her career as “Pretty Woman,” is now the most beautiful person in the world, according to People magazine’s Most Beautiful Person issue released on Wednesday.

I watched her on 'Pretty woman' with Richard Gere, and she is awesomely beautiful!She is now a self-described working mom, Roberts lives in Taos, N.M., with husband Danny Moder, 41, and her three children: 5-year-old twins Hazel and Finn, and 2-year-old Henry. She’s just landed a new job as global ambassador for cosmetics giant Lancome and continues to work as an actress.Ah, she might be so beautiful even in draft printed paper or even using id card printer for photo.


Well PEOPLE magazine did not judge her by her look , but on everything. You might think lots of woman more beautiful than her, but it's not just the look bebe! :)

Beauty with no brain doesn't work. I love George Cloony quote on her "It has nothing to do with the way she looks.It has everything to do with who she is." Aww...

Saturday Post

Uh hu! Two more weeks ey? Yep, i haven't figure out how am i going to pack all my stuffs back to Sabah..Keep thinking and thinking and fell asleep...Hehehehe :P

I already check some studio apartment nearby Lintas area, and found that properties in Sabah really expensive :(..Haih...I haven't figure out my car , and aishh...moving is really a headache, not to mention thousands bucks will kiss me goodbye for the house thingy, car thingy and lots more...

To keep myself positive will me my new studio apartment, which will be my new cute place..hehe...I already have my designs for it and hope it will be as nice as i imagine :P..well i might will end up stying in a Camping tents if my apartment hasn't ready yet right before i come back..ouch!

yayy, and i bought myself a book  entitle  Project Management for Information System from UK, and they already ship it! Well its very hard to find book in Sabah, plus its very expensive! I check the book at Kinokunya KLCC last Wednesday, and it cost me RM380! Urgh..I wonder why in Malaysia, book is really expensive..:(

OK its Saturday, and the sun finally shining! I'm gonna start with my Packing Project again!

The power of prayer...

 I receive one email today and this, i really think worth sharing :)

In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket.

Their father was gone.

The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two.

Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared.

Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide under their beds.

He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries.

Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either.

If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it.

I scrubbed the kids until they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job.

The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town.

No luck.

The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I tried to convince who ever would listen that I was willing to learn or do anything. I had to have a job.

Still no luck. The last place we went to, just a few miles out of town, was an old Root Beer Barrel drive-in that had been converted to a truck stop.

It was called the Big Wheel.

An old lady named Granny owned the place and she peeked out of the window from time to time at all those kids.

She needed someone on the graveyard shift, 11 at night until seven in the morning.

She paid 65 cents an hour, and I could start that night.

I raced home and called the teenager down the street that baby-sat for people.

I bargained with her to come and sleep on my sofa for a dollar a night.

She could arrive with her pajamas on and the kids would already be asleep

This seemed like a good arrangement to her, so we made a deal.

That night when the little ones and I knelt to say our prayers, we all thanked God for finding Mommy a job. And so I started at the Big Wheel.

When I got home in the mornings I woke the baby-sitter up and sent her home with one dollar of my tip money-- fully half of what I averaged every night.

As the weeks went by, heating bills added a strain to my meager wage.

The tires on the old Chevy had the consistency of penny balloons and began to leak. I had to fill them with air on the way to work and again every morning before I could go home.

One bleak fall morning, I dragged myself to the car to go home and found four tires in the back seat. New tires!

There was no note, no nothing, just those beautiful brand new tires.

Had angels taken up residence in Indiana ? I wondered.

I made a deal with the local service station.

In exchange for his mounting the new tires, I would clean up his office.

I remember it took me a lot longer to scrub his floor than it did for him to do the tires.

I was now working six nights instead of five and it still wasn't enough.

Christmas was coming and I knew there would be no money for toys for the kids ..

I found a can of red paint and started repairing and painting some old toys. Then I hid them in the basement so there would be something for Santa to deliver on Christmas morning.

Clothes were a worry too. I was sewing patches on top of patches on the boys pants and soon they would be too far gone to repair.

On Christmas Eve the usual customers were drinking coffee in the Big Wheel. There were the truckers, Les, Frank, and Jim, and a state trooper named Joe.

A few musicians were hanging around after a gig at the Legion and were dropping nickels in the pinball machine.

The regulars all just sat around and talked through the wee hours of the morning and then left to get home before the sun came up.

When it was time for me to go home at seven o'clock on Christmas morning, to my amazement, my old battered Chevy was filled full to the top with boxes of all shapes and sizes.

I quickly opened the driver's side door, crawled inside and kneeled in the front facing the back seat.

Reaching back, I pulled off the lid of the top box.

Inside was whole case of little blue jeans, sizes 2-10!

I looked inside another box: It was full of shirts to go with the jeans.

Then I peeked inside some of the other boxes. There was candy and nuts and bananas and bags of groceries. There was an enormous ham for baking, and canned vegetables and potatoes.
There was pudding and Jell-O and cookies, pie filling and flour. There was whole bag of laundry supplies and cleaning items.

And there were five toy trucks and one beautiful little doll.

As I drove back through empty streets as the sun slowly rose on the most amazing Christmas Day of my life, I was sobbing with gratitude.

And I will never forget the joy on the faces of my little ones that precious morning.

Yes, there were angels in Indiana that long-ago December. And they all hung out at the Big Wheel truck stop.

THE POWER OF PRAYER. I believe that God only gives three answers to prayer:

1. 'Yes!'
2. 'Not yet.'
3! ‘I have something better in mind.'

God still sits on the throne, and the devil is a liar.

You may be going through a tough time right now but God is getting ready to bless you in a way that you cannot imagine.

Kitchen cleaning tips-my fav :)

Being the eldest daughter, i need to learn a lot of things on how to help my mom to do house work. Cleaning, laundry, babysit and some cooking. Well, my mom usually do the cooking, but usually i will be the one who have to clean the kitchen.

Hmm i think i learn how to cook when i was 11 ( I just wonder why my mom didn't buy fire extinguishers just to make sure i din't burn the whole kitchen!), and i learn how to take care of my younger sisters since i was 5..Urgh its really tough job being the eldest sister! he he..

Okay, there's some kitchen cleaning tips i learn from my mom and some from others, and sharing is caring people :)

1. To clean your microwave oven, mix together 2 Tbsp. of lemon juice or vinegar and 2 cups of water in a 4 cup glass microwave safe bowl. Microwave on HIGH for two to three minutes. Carefully remove the bowl and wipe the microwave with paper towels. Repeat as necessary.

2.To clean a blender, squirt a few drops of liquid soap into it, fill halfway with warm water, cover and blend away the mess. Rinse and repeat if necessary. You can also use this method for food processors.

3.Dry baking soda cleans chrome perfectly.

4.Once every 7-10 days, remove all the food from your refrigerator, wipe down the inside with warm soapy water, clean all the shelves and trays, then replace the food. As you work, check expiration dates and discard food past those dates. Place an open box of baking soda in the back of the fridge.

5.If plastic from the bread wrapper melts onto your toaster, use a little nail polish remover to get it off. Let the toaster cool before you try this.



He he..yep there you go...some tipsy on cleaning the kitchen. But personally, i really feel its important to clean the stove everytime you use it, because i hate to see lots of oils and food on the stove..disgusting!

handover...

I still have 3 more weeks to do everything before i pack and move to Sabah. Lots of things to do, especially the handover part. Ouch, to check back all the documentations, business papers, hardware, software..A lot!

Well, doing it for the last time. And it actually encourage me more to face my new challenge, maybe i could say new life? yea, i spend so many years here in big city and i really adapt with the environment, and my hometown will be totally different. Hmmm...But yea, being the person who hate staying in her comfort zone, i decided to take the challenge!

Can i really make it there? The question me and some of my friends and families ask me..Well, its all depends on how i manipulate the situation there. It could be boring and slow, but maybe i will like it! I could spend hours to read my books, watching TV and yea visiting my families. Yep, i a m being very positive lately and it makes me happy. Really, if you keep on saying this one susah la, that one cannot la, i heard people say its teruk la...Well all will only give you negative vibration. And it will end up giving you negative situation.

The plan is already being made, and i just have to go and do it...with a positive mind :)...Ah..I  love to be independent..and wonder why some people cant? Hmm...

Day off just to clean the house

What a day!


I am taking a day off just to clean the house! yea...you got it right! My house is a mess! And it makes me so very uncomfortable and feel sick! This weekend i will go tioman for a weekend gateway, and i really hate it when i come back from beautiful holiday just to see a house full of mess..

but yea, its just a day off but with still lots of calls from my clients asking this, complain this wanting that! Argh, and my cleaning project always interrupted with emails, phone calls and online support! Here i am, almost 6, waiting for the wet floor to dry and i will start with the kitchen.The stove so dirty with oil everywhere, the floor so very sticky i cant even dare to go in without slipper and ..ah...i don't have to describe all here...

 Its a never ending task when im at home. So much things to clean, to arrange to wash. I even cannot realize the hours i spend doing it. And i wish i could have 1 week day off just to complete my cleaning projects.

Oh and i just realize the IKEA table i bought only few months back, its already have some dirty black scratches..eww...Hmm look like IKEA brand not that fantastic anyway..Easily scratched and ...No offend IKEA :)...


So okay, look like i have to start doing the kitchen! God give me strength!

Ask and you will receive

Not saying that I want everything in life, but I want certain thing goes well in my life. I do agree that life won’t always treat us good, pampers us with all beautiful things or present us everything we want. No. Life is hard.


Working in big city had taught me million of things, and I grew up with all of it.  I learn how to be determine to achieve something, I learn how to work hundreds times than others to prove my capabilities. I am used with so many not-my-job or  i-am-not-paid-for-that  task that I have to do. Life is tough tho! (I always wanted a Disney World package for my birthday, but no one granted my dream just yet..yea life it tough! :P)

I remember one story about the cleark at armour’s, Charles MacDowell.  He was just a clerk at Armour Company, but he knew how to step out from the heard!  He later become the president of the company, and how does he do that!

Mr Armour  asked his secretary to make him up a secret tehegraphic code for use on a trip he was about to make to Europe. The secretary is a man who doesn’t  believe in doing more that he was paid to do- so he passed the job to MacDowell.

MacDowell didn’t just make up a code. He prepared a small booklet that could be carried in Mr Armour’s pocket. He had the booklet neatly bound and printed.

Mr Amour impressed with it and MacDowell sent in. He was asked why he did all those thing, and he simply says, it make Mr Amour convenient during the journey. He was soon appointed as the Director of the company!



My point is, we don’t expect to be noticed every time, and sometimes we need to do a little sacrifice, and do some research even on small little task.  Well, no one walk in success without first having through so many hard times in life, ain’t they?
And yes, that’s what I am going to do. Leaving my happy life in the big city and move back to my lovely land.  City life is so fantastic, but where would all that bring me to? Taking a deep breath, and I let all go. Starting to work on my plan at my lovely land, soon, I will have  my Vacation package to Disney World ! He he he..

God had been very nice to me, and He knows I had tried my best on everything. I know, with my determination, with hard work and with faith on Him, I will achieve my dream, before I hit my 30^th birthday! 

⁹ ”So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. ¹⁰ For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened. 
    ¹¹ ”Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead? ¹² Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? ¹³ If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!”  

LUKE 11 : 9-12

Tioman Next!

The earth does really spinning way to fast now! Felt like it just yesterday we went to Sipadan island, having fun and well get some sun burn! It was a real fun in there...and got to meet lots of fancy sweet friends!

Now we heading to Tioman! End of this May, we already pack our things and ready to go..ha ha...i can't wait for the fun!

This is sipadan bebeh!

To add the fun this time, we will go by cars from Kl to Mersing! Reaching there having a few hour doing lots of fun things while waiting for the ferry..Well hmm...i don't think we will need any Camping tents because we can always sleep in the car if get sleepy..hehe..but nahhh...who wants to miss the fun!

hmm...do i really need the Camping tents? Its a peak season and i really hope we don't need to...hope some room still available :P..

No worries people, i will post the Tioman trip later!

Similarities between Cats and Women

I read this somewhere..and its funny...:D

Cats do what they want;

They rarely listen to you;

They're totally unpredictable;

They whine when they are not happy;

When you want to play, they want to be alone;

When you want to be alone, they want to play;

They expect you to cater to their every whim;

They're moody;

They leave hair everywhere;

They drive you nuts and cost an arm and a leg;

Will annoy you incessantly when they want attention;

Will always bother you when you are about to fall asleep;

Try to hide the fact they poop.

My mom's cat, she called Fei mou ..

because I am the Leo Woman..

In a meeting today someone asked me:

Why are you so hard to just accept what people suggest, instead of asking so many question and doubt everything?

Why are you never stop demanding and wanting more?



My answer : Because i am Leo woman.

MENTAL ATTITUDE:

• You are ambitious and commanding. You will like to be in positions where people look towards you for guidance and direction. A Leo woman has sufficient mental and emotional strength to don the mantle of a leader.
• You tend to perform better in a stressful situation more than in daily routine.
• A Leo woman is mentally very agile and has a very good grasp of the things. However she also has the tendency to while most of her time in pursuing activities of leisure and recreation.
• One of the negative things about you is your inability to work steadily for a long period of time
• You are so determine when it comes to finance, because you don't like to depend on others for money

Indeed i am. A bit commanding but that's because i hate when simple work cannot be done with lame excuse!
I am very annoying when i keep wanting more. But that's because, i always believe people can do more when they really do it.

Its wrong sometimes, but i really hate it when people just sit on their comfort zone, when they can actually take the challenge and do better in life.

And because i was born as Leo, and still governed by Leo, its hard for me to accept failure without trying harder. You fail, you get back on track and do it again until you succeed!


The Leo woman can show love, forgiveness and kindness to complete strangers or mere acquaintances and yet, may be critical and almost harsh to her loved ones if she feels they have failed her in some way.

It is not judging but some thinking took place :D

Few days back, taking my lunch at the office pantry, i can't help but overheard a group of my office mate chit chating..

They were having some argument on souvenir my boses brought back from a company trip for them. Ha ha it was really funny, but i was just listening. My boss actually just bought a bunch of snacks and chocolate from the trip and put in in the pantry for everyone. While the other boss gives all the staffs under his department beautiful souvenir. Ha ha..well what do they expect? a beautiful souvenir from the boss to them maybe..ha ha..

A : Kedekut la, ade ke beli snack jea..isk..
B : You tau tak, Lin(bukan nama sebenar ha ha) dapat sanggul rambut dari boss die..haaa..Bon (bukan nama sebenar :D) pun pula dapat bekas air cantik.
A : Iye?? Eeee tadi bos bagi chocolate tu i buat muke jea..Biar die tau..
C: Dulu pun pegi oversea beli makanan juga. beli la benda2 cantik..Selendang ke kain ke..
B : Pastu nak belanja pun susah. Kedekut la.
B : (Looking at me and said) You dapat ape?

Me : Err..Nothing...Why should the boss bought me something?


Ha ha..I was like, haihh...some people do have the mentality of 'Boss MUST give something when go oversea' or 'Boss MUST belanja makan'..Not that i am judging them, but, that was really funny ..their mentality..We called it pok-silap (when people always want some people to belanja makan or buy something)..



hmm macam macam...

sipadan is awesome!

yups..i've gove for a vacation with bunch of cute and happening friends..WHERE? hehe..of course the gorgeous awesome beautiful fantastic SIPADAN ISLAND!!

Just back yesterday night so i haven't get all the photos ready and stuffs, so can't post it just yet heee..We landed at LCCT yesterday at around 2pm then taking bus to KL Sentral, then from KL sentral taking LRT to my brother's house (where i park my car). After get the car, we went down to Uptown Damansara for Fish Head Curry, which is sooooo very sedap .


Finally heading home around 7.30pm...Reaching home around 8, straight taking my lovely shower..After almost 12 hours journey, it really feel sooo fresh to get shower! And it's movie time! Heee..my fav TV series Ghost Whisperer and Desperate Housewives! But before that, need to do some house cleaning as the house had been left unattended for 4 days, and dust are everywhere..After cleaning the living room and kitchen, i was ready for my movie! Ah..finally ....i can rest after the long journey..

Office now..ah! im still in vacation mood and i can't think of anything now..I need to rush for my department's plan for next month and i can't think of any, and how to start!..he he..But actually  i have a lot of plans in my head...only need to get to start... Maybe after lunch..hehehehe...

Some people just won't grow up..

I have a very interesting discussion with our company's business partner today, about everything. well, ha ha, he was sharing his idea and experience on business, life and his thought when we were arguing on jobless young men in Malaysia after economic crisis. I appreciate every word he said..

Current economic hardships have had what is called in constitutional law a "disparate impact": The crisis has not afflicted everyone equally. Although women are a majority of the workforce, perhaps as many as 80 percent of jobs lost were held by men. This injury to men is particularly unfortunate because it may exacerbate, and be exacerbated by, a culture of immaturity among the many young men who are reluctant to grow up.

Sad but true, many young (some are not young, in their 30s) men, prefer to stay at home and hoping to get a call from big company offering them a job. Well they might once worked as an executive before, but due to economic hardship, they have to say good bye to their highly pay job..

He asked me : 'If you are not working here now, being terminated due to economic thing, tell me what is your plan? What is your strength or skills'

My answer : I am everything here and there. I don't have very powerful skills, but i trust my brain and my physical capabilities. (i didn't tell him that i worked in paddy field before ha ha). So i might be interested on having my own business. Plan A,B and C. i love doing IT business, but i can just sell maybe 'Sabah chicken Wings' at Pasar Malam, and do nasi lemak to sell in the morning. OMG i just love that! hehe.. If it didn't work after 6 months, i will pack and balik kampung. I can always do something there, if there's nothing in KL for me, God might have spare some opportunity for me in Sabah maybe..Who knows rite..

Yup, for me, opportunities won't come that easy. One should chase for it. And i can knock all doors just to get at least one good opportunity for me to use.

i remember me my sister and my cousins were having a small business selling vegetable around the kampung and at my grandma stall. Ha ha..that was 5 years back after i finish my degree, when we were jobless, really jobless..It was really fun, and honestly i appreciate the moments we need to go to the pasar borong at 4.30am, bargain the veggies, pack them 1 by one into small package, and sell it around the kampung!

My beloved grandma, the person who create the strong person inside me, who never accept any 'NO' without trying. A strong lady, never cry to show weakness and she just everything for me and the whole families..She successfully create another her inside all her grandchildren.

And some people just talking, about having a degree but end up'jual sayur di kampung' only, but for me there's nothing wrong about it! What's it is to compare to jobless and depends to other people to bagi makan. oh i am so not into that category..i will do anything to get small money even to work in the farm or selling vege at a stall or keliling kampung. because from there, you will start to appreciate the money you gain and it will makes you so much mature..

I recruit all my young cousins to set up small vege farm, and we were having so much fun taking care for it..


maybe some people just don't want to grow up. And i wonder why...Maybe ashamed to do oh-so-don't-have-class job, or maybe they just love to depend on others...or maybe their families protect them too much? Hmm no one knows..

Busy Week

Its 2am and im still in the office..a real busy week for me. Now waiting for another team to finalize their part, i am very sleepy i could sleep while typing this blog ha ha..

Everybody still working now, well at least in my office..We are running of time to send our project proposal by today 10am..Another 7 hours to go!

I was just finish finalizing all pricing and all technical documentations, and i really cannot think straight, when my teammate ask me :

"What is 3, 009,010 in words?" I look at her and started to think..

Three hundred thousand nine hundred and ten?

She look at me seem to have this confuse look as well and said..'Oh thats cheap..'

And for 1 minute both of us agree its three hundred thousand nine hundred and ten.

I went to the pantry, drink some plain cool nice fantastic water, and my brain start to move..

I went to the planning room and tell her : 'its THREE MILLION NINE THOUSAND AND TEN'

She look at me and said ; 'Can you times that number to 30% them divide it to 3, plus the result of 30% and then save it as A. Now take 70% from A and plus it with A. My calculator just didn't work now'


Actually i feel like want to throw something to her, but nahh she's as tired as me..

And  said its 1, 234, 567, if you don't trus me, re-calculate!

 I think shes still doing her calculation now..he he..

Now let me continue my work before the clock reaching 10am..